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25 Dezember What a wonderful worldWhat a wonderful world
by: Louis Armstrong
I see trees of green........ red roses too
I see em bloom..... for me and for you
And I think to myself.... what a wonderful world.
I see skies of blue..... clouds of white
Bright blessed days....dark sacred nights
And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world.
The colors of a rainbow.....so pretty ..in the sky
Are also on the faces.....of people ..going by
I see friends shaking hands.....sayin.. how do you do
Theyre really sayin......i love you.
I hear babies cry...... I watch them grow
Theyll learn much more.....than I‘ll never know
And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world 12 Dezember 贝市中文学校说起中文学校,脑海里面最先出现的是徐帆在电影《不见不散》里面教常到华人社区值勤的警察
说来惭愧,来美国后,中文日益退步,英文却也不见长进。前些日子和几个朋友说起子曰,居然只想起了“学而时习之”那一段,真是枉费了初高中六年的辛苦背诵。偶尔拜访泳星的博客,发现兔子先生最近在以文言文记博客,景仰景仰之余更加羞愧了。可是如何重拾中文?复习古文观止似乎不太实际,但是从小事做起,例如,不念别字,不写错字,当然是可以做到的,当年疯狂聊天的时候令小西同学大大景仰的就是我敲的东西竟然没有别字,哈。当然,现在匆忙间从拼音输入法疏忽选错词也许还会发生,诸位如果看到别字,还忘告知以改之。说起拼音输入法,的确是方便,也用习惯了,打起汉字可以噼里啪啦不带停顿,可是这一方便也的确让我懒于书写,好些汉字,说不定还真写不上来了,太惨了,退化到这个地步,或许,应该学习五笔输入,毕竟五笔是基于汉字结构的字根组合,会敲自然就会写。不过,现在实在是没有时间去学去练,只得暂且搁置。
心里开始燃起教中文的念头源于以德同学。这位老兄在加国长大,虽然幼年时曾被父母放到中文学校习读,但学习动力不足,缺乏练习场所,所会的中文实在是有限,偶尔看到我在中文网站看东西,他老先生能念的不过是极零星的几个字,令人扼腕!我有心教他中文,却又是老虎吃天——无从下手。听查经班的朋友提起中文学校缺老师,问我是否有兴趣,心下大喜,答,兴趣当然有,只是没有经验。对方说经验无妨,你指定可以教。于是给了联系方式等联络。心里存了私念,要学学人家是怎么教中文的,嘿嘿。
周六收到了中文学校周校长的留言,回电话过去,是个亲切的阿姨。说中文学校的孩子们周日会有期末表演,邀请我前往观礼。心里充满了好奇,会是怎样的孩子,怎样的学生?怎样的老师?怎样的教法,怎样的表演?朋友的先生曾流露想学中文的念头,他们是否会收成人学生?心里充满了疑问,于是欣然应许,周日下午一点半,会去观礼——虽然周日还要到办公室和数模顾问一起工作。
周日到办公室的时候和顾问打了招呼,说下午1点左右得出去一趟,于是从早上八点半到下午一点就一直赶活分析结果。中午放了几个案例进去计算,终于得空喘口气,跑到Jack in the Box 买了个burrito,匆匆啃了两口就赶往中文学校——到时间了。
说来有趣,常常听人说起中文学校,我一直却不知道它在哪里,那天和校长通话才知道学校就在我们教会附近,租用的美国教会房间,每周日下午1:30到3:30。路上碰到宜芳和淑贤,打过招呼直接就朝貌似教会中心建筑的楼奔去,恰好碰到青从楼里出来,问道中文学校在哪里,她立即问“你教哪个班?”哈,只好答曰,我来看表演。呵呵,看来,学校真的很缺老师。看到这里的家长、孩子愿意学中文,我心里真的很高兴。中国人不认中国字实在是说不过去,中华民族博大精深的文化如若无法了解欣赏收益,实在是愧为中国人——这里纯属有感而发,对于博大精深的中华文化,我又了解欣赏受益了多少呢?惭愧,惭愧。随着青穿过门厅步入建筑后部分的餐厅,路上看到家长和孩子们陆续赶来,孩子们都穿的漂亮整齐,家长们都一脸喜气,而且几乎都带了相机。餐厅里,一位个子高挑书卷气质却又亲切的女子在给孩子们安排座位。青告诉我,这就是校长。于是过去认识,对方看到我立即笑道“等了你好久了”然后告诉我这刚进来的小朋友是一班,初学水平。她然后领着我上二楼去,一边和我介绍学校。
这个中文学校大约始于二十年前,是来自台湾的家长发起的,教孩子们学习国语,基本上都是家长做义工当老师。学生从最初的几个孩子到现在将近四十个孩子,而且会有更多的孩子要来,更有来自Tehachapi的家长驱车一小时送孩子来这里学中文。学生的年龄要超过五岁才收,因为太小的孩子需要特别照顾老师无法一一顾及,此外年龄太小的孩子也无法购买意外保险。学校总共有四个班,一班是最小的孩子,起点也最低,二班稍好,三班再好,四班就是学最长时间的,大多是在初高中就读的孩子,我认识的Frank的女儿婷婷和黄宁的女儿程珊就都在四班。学校采用的是来自中国大陆的教材,教孩子们汉语拼音和简体字。知道这些我放心了好些,是简体字就好,繁体字我会念,写,却是万万写不来的,罗马拼音也早在小学时就抛到九霄云外了。
在二楼碰到了曼华 (Jenny) 和她提过的吕奕,一个也是刚从学校毕业的女孩。他们俩都在这教课,这不,孩子们人手一份带汉语拼音的歌词“我们的田野”,正在练习准备表演呢。在四班门口见到了阿惠,兴奋的和她挥手打招呼,呵呵,贝市实在是小,在哪里都碰到熟人。J
周校长也是个性格爽朗的人,见了我和吕奕,说我们和她女儿一般大,该叫阿姨,哈。她在中文学校做义工也有九年了,另有一位崔老师,则做了十年了,敬佩!在湾区、在贝市我真的遇到很多热心的人们,有的为了教会,有的为了孩子们,有的为了华人协会,都在热忱的奉献时间奉献财力奉献经历,一点一滴的毫无怨言的做着许多工作,而且乐在其中。在这样的环境中和这样的人们在一起,我可以不设防线,大大的放心也大大的参与他们的事工,真的能真切感觉到的心灵的净化,精神的升华,和发自内心的喜乐。
问到中文学校是否招成人学生,校长遗憾的说我们没有足够的师资来承办成人班,如果对中文感兴趣又乐意和孩子们一起学,那是十分欢迎的。看来我得把这个消息转达给朋友,如果他也有我和小孩子同学钢琴的不在乎,或许他也会乐意来这里学习中文吧?
说笑间,演出时间快到了,我们于是移步到餐厅。里面已经热闹的做了大约五桌孩子和家长,远远看到Frank和他女儿儿子也在里面,我跑过去和他们打招呼,笑称他“老老师”。他以前一直在中文学校教课,前些日子因为太忙碌才从这里退休了,李俊也曾在这里教课,上班后太忙碌,也只好辞掉了在这里教课任务,嘉励和丽雅两口子也曾在这里教课,因为工作要搬迁而离开了贝市,中文学校因此不得不损失了他们两位老师。说起来,贝市华人并不算很多,而且象这样的搬迁流动也经常发生,中文学校因此格外需要老师,尤其是长期稳定在贝市的老师。这个学期所幸老师是刚好够了,但是校长和其他义工都意识到师资缺失的严重性,正想方设法到处挖掘潜力老师,我是他们挖掘的一个,呵呵,后备力量。校长还问我是否认识对教中文感兴趣的人?看来我得问问周围的朋友。
终于要开始了,校长先做了类似学期总结的东西,通知下学期开学时间是1月7日,然后介绍了两位新老师,就是曼华和吕奕了。接下来给Justine Yu颁发了校长奖励,因为她获得了南加州中文协会的奖学金。我这才发现Justine原来是John Yu的女儿,这个世界真的很小,尤其是在贝市。校长接着说要孩子们准备春节晚会节目,我恍然大悟,敢情今年春节晚会上孩子们唱“让我们荡起双浆”的节目就是出自这个中文学校啊。
之后就是孩子们的汇报演出。小班的孩子们在老师的带领在在台上站好队,一个个都是不大点的孩子,但是用中文自我介绍都吐字清晰,孩子们连唱带跳的一连表演了三首歌,其中有改编自铃儿响叮当的“我有两只手”,教孩子们用中文数数,还有“找呀找朋友”,第三首我忘了是什么了。这些孩子刚学了三个月,有的孩子父母自己就是ABC,自己也不说中文,所以有的孩子除了在中文学校每周两小时的上课之外并没有太多的练习,但是在台上的表演都有模有样。孩子们在台上有板有眼的表演,台下的家长们则忙着摄像拍照,把这个珍贵的时刻记录下来,真是温馨。接下来是二班和三班的合演,就是曼华和吕奕带的孩子们。唱“我们的田野”,三个孩子还有个人朗诵。我不知道他们来自什么家庭,学中文学了多久,但是他们的中文吐字发音都很清晰准确,其中的那个小女孩念“小兔乖乖”“长江和密西西比河”,真是可爱俏皮。高个男孩朗诵的也很好,可惜是我忘了他念的东西了,另一个男孩,据吕奕说平时是个活宝,朗诵的声音却很小声,大概是怯场了,呵呵,和小学二年级时候的我一样。;) 之后是四班的孩子的表演,婷婷和程珊的小品“珠珠买沙发”,还有Justine和另两个孩子表演的“吝啬馄饨店老板和秀才斗智的故事”,这和小班的孩子就不是一个水平了,这些孩子说中文完全没问题,表演也声情并茂,应该,也都理解明白他们所说的语言所诠释的内容吧。
四班的表演是孩子们独立上台,一班和另两个班的孩子们表演的时候,他们的老师则都在台上领着,象小学老师,更象幼儿园老师,表演时不时要顾及观察每个孩子是否跟的上,适时的给适当的眼神鼓励微笑鼓励拍肩鼓励。给这些初学水平的孩子上课,要中英文双语教学,还要让学中文变成有趣的事情,这个老师,还真不好当呢!和其中的一个小朋友马丁聊天的时候,我问他,你喜欢学中文吗?回答是“不太喜欢,挺无聊的”我晕。估计这样感觉在煎熬的孩子不止他一个 —— 中文难学,学来在家里和学校里又用不上,学习动力实在是有限,要学会并且记住似乎就不容易了,以德小时候估计就是这样。:S
演出结束自然要再次给孩子们热烈的鼓掌鼓励,然后是茶点时间,很多美食,刚好终于犒劳了我连缺早餐和中餐的胃,嘿嘿。
从新年开始,我想我会不时来看看这里的孩子们怎样学中文的,也希望能给他们的学习出点微薄的力量。噢,希望以德也能跟着学,不过,该同学工作学习忙碌,不太可能跟班学,看来我得学会怎样做中文家教。 14 November 美食日记这段时间做了不少好菜:糯米排骨,椒盐虾,梅干菜蒸肉,烤虾, 冰糖蹄膀,微波炉鸡翅。。。周末的糯米排骨好好吃啊,可惜从西人店买的排骨因为是锯开的,有好多骨头屑,虽然飞水过了,还是有很多屑,以致于以德同学只吃了两块就罢手转攻其他菜了,我吃完了其余整个碟子的,好吃啊,就是吃撑了。昨天没看菜谱烧的家常菜也相~当~成功:洋葱肉片,清炒豆芽,调味水煮鸡蛋,酸甜萝卜(这个是前一天腌的,在冰箱放了一天,味道刚刚好,酸野啊,好象回到了百色酸野街!!),三个菜从开洗到完成只用了半小时,实在是自己都觉得快,可能是昨天下班回来饿的慌的缘故,动作异常麻利,呵呵。炒的肉片软滑,是腌的时候放了淀粉的缘故,不过有些还是显得太硬了,可能切的太厚了。
另外最近还启用了买了半年之久一直没开用的高压锅,现在褒汤,熬粥,炖肉都少不了它,使用方便快捷,成品美味,实在是厨房大帮手。
高压锅熬的鸡汤尤其美味,方法简单的不得了:从foodmax买的cornish hen,3块多一只,冲洗干净入锅加冷水没过鸡,加上八,九朵泡好的冬菇(红梅帮买的冬菇非常不错,谢谢!!),放上一块姜,两根葱段,一小片桂皮,两小片八角,盖锅开火,5分钟左右高压锅就会排气泄压,这时候把火关到中火或者小火,再等上二十分钟,关火,就成了。把高压锅挪到水槽,冷水冲锅使其冷却降压,然后打开锅盖就能闻到可以鲜掉眉毛的香味,盛出来一碗,加上点盐,就可以喝了,鲜美无比啊!这道菜应当隆重推荐给番薯,因为她要开始清淡饮食,不吃油腻高脂肪的东西。 除了鸡汤,高压锅敖的肉骨头粥也非常非常棒,也是半小时就好了,香浓的肉粥把我拉回到儿时常常能吃到妈妈熬的肉骨头粥的美好时光~~ 下一个尝试目标是肉馅汤圆,儿时衷爱的东东。周末从WinCo找到了糯米粉,嗯,先找到菜谱再说,不然,要打电话回家咨询。 03 November "Faith, Reason & The University" - PopeRobert mentioned the Pope's speech, which, he said, is very good speech. I found it online, to be read later i spare time.
"Faith, Reason & The University": Pope Benedict's Speech At The University of RegensburgWednesday, September 13, 2006 The Pope gave a remarkable speech at the University of Regensburg yesterday, where he used to be a professor. In it, he discusses the relationship between faith and reason, and as we've come to expect from his homilies, speeches and messages, this speech vivdly illsutrates how powerfully the professor resides in this Pope. The speech touches on violence and Islam as the Pope moves into deeper discourse on unity of faith and reason. This, of course, is what the media will focus on, as this hysterical New York Times article by one Ian Fisher shows: Pope Benedict, in inflamatory speech, assails all: secularism, Jihad, Islam and the Prophet Muhamad Pope Benedict XVI weighed in Tuesday on the delicate issue of rapport between Islam and the West: He said that violence, embodied in the Muslim idea of jihad, or holy war, is contrary to reason and God’s plan, while the West was so beholden to reason that Islam could not understand it. Did Mr. Fisher read the same speech I did? Or is his mind so saturated by politically correct blinders that he cannot recognized an clear, erudite discussion of faith and reason? Zenit has what they term a "provisional" translation on their website. The Vatican website hasn't posted the English translation yet. If past patterns hold, that should happen tomorow. Following is the Zenit translation:
Faith, Reason and the University Distinguished Ladies and Gentlemen, It is a moving experience for me to stand and give a lecture at this university podium once again. I think back to those years when, after a pleasant period at the Freisinger Hochschule, I began teaching at the University of Bonn. This was in 1959, in the days of the old university made up of ordinary professors. The various chairs had neither assistants nor secretaries, but in recompense there was much direct contact with students and in particular among the professors themselves. We would meet before and after lessons in the rooms of the teaching staff. There was a lively exchange with historians, philosophers, philologists and, naturally, between the two theological faculties. Once a semester there was a "dies academicus," when professors from every faculty appeared before the students of the entire university, making possible a genuine experience of "universitas": The reality that despite our specializations which at times make it difficult to communicate with each other, we made up a whole, working in everything on the basis of a single rationality with its various aspects and sharing responsibility for the right use of reason -- this reality became a lived experience. The university was also very proud of its two theological faculties. It was clear that, by inquiring about the reasonableness of faith, they too carried out a work which is necessarily part of the "whole" of the "universitas scientiarum," even if not everyone could share the faith which theologians seek to correlate with reason as a whole. This profound sense of coherence within the universe of reason was not troubled, even when it was once reported that a colleague had said there was something odd about our university: It had two faculties devoted to something that did not exist: God. That even in the face of such radical skepticism it is still necessary and reasonable to raise the question of God through the use of reason, and to do so in the context of the tradition of the Christian faith: This, within the university as a whole, was accepted without question. I was reminded of all this recently, when I read the edition by professor Theodore Khoury (Muenster) of part of the dialogue carried on -- perhaps in 1391 in the winter barracks near Ankara -- by the erudite Byzantine emperor Manuel II Paleologus and an educated Persian on the subject of Christianity and Islam, and the truth of both. It was probably the emperor himself who set down this dialogue, during the siege of Constantinople between 1394 and 1402; and this would explain why his arguments are given in greater detail than the responses of the learned Persian. The dialogue ranges widely over the structures of faith contained in the Bible and in the Koran, and deals especially with the image of God and of man, while necessarily returning repeatedly to the relationship of the "three Laws": the Old Testament, the New Testament and the Koran. In this lecture I would like to discuss only one point -- itself rather marginal to the dialogue itself -- which, in the context of the issue of "faith and reason," I found interesting and which can serve as the starting point for my reflections on this issue. In the seventh conversation ("diálesis" -- controversy) edited by professor Khoury, the emperor touches on the theme of the jihad (holy war). The emperor must have known that sura 2:256 reads: "There is no compulsion in religion." It is one of the suras of the early period, when Mohammed was still powerless and under [threat]. But naturally the emperor also knew the instructions, developed later and recorded in the Koran, concerning holy war. Without descending to details, such as the difference in treatment accorded to those who have the "Book" and the "infidels," he turns to his interlocutor somewhat brusquely with the central question on the relationship between religion and violence in general, in these words: "Show me just what Mohammed brought that was new, and there you will find things only evil and inhuman, such as his command to spread by the sword the faith he preached." The emperor goes on to explain in detail the reasons why spreading the faith through violence is something unreasonable. Violence is incompatible with the nature of God and the nature of the soul. "God is not pleased by blood, and not acting reasonably ("syn logo") is contrary to God's nature. Faith is born of the soul, not the body. Whoever would lead someone to faith needs the ability to speak well and to reason properly, without violence and threats.... To convince a reasonable soul, one does not need a strong arm, or weapons of any kind, or any other means of threatening a person with death...." The decisive statement in this argument against violent conversion is this: Not to act in accordance with reason is contrary to God's nature. The editor, Theodore Khoury, observes: For the emperor, as a Byzantine shaped by Greek philosophy, this statement is self-evident. But for Muslim teaching, God is absolutely transcendent. His will is not bound up with any of our categories, even that of rationality. Here Khoury quotes a work of the noted French Islamist R. Arnaldez, who points out that Ibn Hazn went so far as to state that God is not bound even by his own word, and that nothing would oblige him to reveal the truth to us. Were it God's will, we would even have to practice idolatry. As far as understanding of God and thus the concrete practice of religion is concerned, we find ourselves faced with a dilemma which nowadays challenges us directly. Is the conviction that acting unreasonably contradicts God's nature merely a Greek idea, or is it always and intrinsically true? I believe that here we can see the profound harmony between what is Greek in the best sense of the word and the biblical understanding of faith in God. Modifying the first verse of the Book of Genesis, John began the prologue of his Gospel with the words: "In the beginning was the 'logos.'" This is the very word used by the emperor: God acts with logos. Logos means both reason and word -- a reason which is creative and capable of self-communication, precisely as reason. John thus spoke the final word on the biblical concept of God, and in this word all the often toilsome and tortuous threads of biblical faith find their culmination and synthesis. In the beginning was the logos, and the logos is God, says the Evangelist. The encounter between the biblical message and Greek thought did not happen by chance. The vision of St. Paul, who saw the roads to Asia barred and in a dream saw a Macedonian man plead with him: "Come over to Macedonia and help us!" (cf. Acts 16:6-10) -- this vision can be interpreted as a "distillation" of the intrinsic necessity of a rapprochement between biblical faith and Greek inquiry. In point of fact, this rapprochement had been going on for some time. The mysterious name of God, revealed from the burning bush, a name which separates this God from all other divinities with their many names and declares simply that he is, already presents a challenge to the notion of myth, to which Socrates' attempt to vanquish and transcend myth stands in close analogy. Within the Old Testament, the process which started at the burning bush came to new maturity at the time of the Exile, when the God of Israel, an Israel now deprived of its land and worship, was proclaimed as the God of heaven and earth and described in a simple formula which echoes the words uttered at the burning bush: "I am." This new understanding of God is accompanied by a kind of enlightenment, which finds stark expression in the mockery of gods who are merely the work of human hands (cf. Psalm 115). Thus, despite the bitter conflict with those Hellenistic rulers who sought to accommodate it forcibly to the customs and idolatrous cult of the Greeks, biblical faith, in the Hellenistic period, encountered the best of Greek thought at a deep level, resulting in a mutual enrichment evident especially in the later wisdom literature. Today we know that the Greek translation of the Old Testament produced at Alexandria -- the Septuagint -- is more than a simple (and in that sense perhaps less than satisfactory) translation of the Hebrew text: It is an independent textual witness and a distinct and important step in the history of Revelation, one which brought about this encounter in a way that was decisive for the birth and spread of Christianity. A profound encounter of faith and reason is taking place here, an encounter between genuine enlightenment and religion. From the very heart of Christian faith and, at the same time, the heart of Greek thought now joined to faith, Manuel II was able to say: Not to act "with logos" is contrary to God's nature. In all honesty, one must observe that in the late Middle Ages we find trends in theology which would sunder this synthesis between the Greek spirit and the Christian spirit. In contrast with the so-called intellectualism of Augustine and Thomas, there arose with Duns Scotus a voluntarism which ultimately led to the claim that we can only know God's "voluntas ordinata." Beyond this is the realm of God's freedom, in virtue of which he could have done the opposite of everything he has actually done. This gives rise to positions which clearly approach those of Ibn Hazn and might even lead to the image of a capricious God, who is not even bound to truth and goodness. God's transcendence and otherness are so exalted that our reason, our sense of the true and good, are no longer an authentic mirror of God, whose deepest possibilities remain eternally unattainable and hidden behind his actual decisions. As opposed to this, the faith of the Church has always insisted that between God and us, between his eternal Creator Spirit and our created reason there exists a real analogy, in which unlikeness remains infinitely greater than likeness, yet not to the point of abolishing analogy and its language (cf. Lateran IV). God does not become more divine when we push him away from us in a sheer, impenetrable voluntarism; rather, the truly divine God is the God who has revealed himself as logos and, as logos, has acted and continues to act lovingly on our behalf. Certainly, love "transcends" knowledge and is thereby capable of perceiving more than thought alone (cf. Ephesians 3:19); nonetheless it continues to be love of the God who is logos. Consequently, Christian worship is "logic latreía" -- worship in harmony with the eternal Word and with our reason (cf. Romans 12:1). This inner rapprochement between biblical faith and Greek philosophical inquiry was an event of decisive importance not only from the standpoint of the history of religions, but also from that of world history -- it is an event which concerns us even today. Given this convergence, it is not surprising that Christianity, despite its origins and some significant developments in the East, finally took on its historically decisive character in Europe. We can also express this the other way around: This convergence, with the subsequent addition of the Roman heritage, created Europe and remains the foundation of what can rightly be called Europe. The thesis that the critically purified Greek heritage forms an integral part of Christian faith has been countered by the call for a de-Hellenization of Christianity -- a call which has more and more dominated theological discussions since the beginning of the modern age. Viewed more closely, three stages can be observed in the program of de-Hellenization: Although interconnected, they are clearly distinct from one another in their motivations and objectives. De-Hellenization first emerges in connection with the fundamental postulates of the Reformation in the 16th century. Looking at the tradition of scholastic theology, the Reformers thought they were confronted with a faith system totally conditioned by philosophy, that is to say an articulation of the faith based on an alien system of thought. As a result, faith no longer appeared as a living historical Word but as one element of an overarching philosophical system. The principle of "sola scriptura," on the other hand, sought faith in its pure, primordial form, as originally found in the biblical Word. Metaphysics appeared as a premise derived from another source, from which faith had to be liberated in order to become once more fully itself. When Kant stated that he needed to set thinking aside in order to make room for faith, he carried this program forward with a radicalism that the Reformers could never have foreseen. He thus anchored faith exclusively in practical reason, denying it access to reality as a whole. The liberal theology of the 19th and 20th centuries ushered in a second stage in the process of de-Hellenization, with Adolf von Harnack as its outstanding representative. When I was a student, and in the early years of my teaching, this program was highly influential in Catholic theology too. It took as its point of departure Pascal's distinction between the God of the philosophers and the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. In my inaugural lecture at Bonn in 1959, I tried to address the issue. I will not repeat here what I said on that occasion, but I would like to describe at least briefly what was new about this second stage of de-Hellenization. Harnack's central idea was to return simply to the man Jesus and to his simple message, underneath the accretions of theology and indeed of Hellenization: This simple message was seen as the culmination of the religious development of humanity. Jesus was said to have put an end to worship in favor of morality. In the end he was presented as the father of a humanitarian moral message. The fundamental goal was to bring Christianity back into harmony with modern reason, liberating it, that is to say, from seemingly philosophical and theological elements, such as faith in Christ's divinity and the triune God. In this sense, historical-critical exegesis of the New Testament restored to theology its place within the university: Theology, for Harnack, is something essentially historical and therefore strictly scientific. What it is able to say critically about Jesus is, so to speak, an expression of practical reason and consequently it can take its rightful place within the university. Behind this thinking lies the modern self-limitation of reason, classically expressed in Kant's "Critiques," but in the meantime further radicalized by the impact of the natural sciences. This modern concept of reason is based, to put it briefly, on a synthesis between Platonism (Cartesianism) and empiricism, a synthesis confirmed by the success of technology. On the one hand it presupposes the mathematical structure of matter, its intrinsic rationality, which makes it possible to understand how matter works and use it efficiently: This basic premise is, so to speak, the Platonic element in the modern understanding of nature. On the other hand, there is nature's capacity to be exploited for our purposes, and here only the possibility of verification or falsification through experimentation can yield ultimate certainty. The weight between the two poles can, depending on the circumstances, shift from one side to the other. As strongly positivistic a thinker as J. Monod has declared himself a convinced Platonist/Cartesian. This gives rise to two principles which are crucial for the issue we have raised. First, only the kind of certainty resulting from the interplay of mathematical and empirical elements can be considered scientific. Anything that would claim to be science must be measured against this criterion. Hence the human sciences, such as history, psychology, sociology and philosophy, attempt to conform themselves to this canon of scientificity. A second point, which is important for our reflections, is that by its very nature this method excludes the question of God, making it appear an unscientific or pre-scientific question. Consequently, we are faced with a reduction of the radius of science and reason, one which needs to be questioned. We shall return to this problem later. In the meantime, it must be observed that from this standpoint any attempt to maintain theology's claim to be "scientific" would end up reducing Christianity to a mere fragment of its former self. But we must say more: It is man himself who ends up being reduced, for the specifically human questions about our origin and destiny, the questions raised by religion and ethics, then have no place within the purview of collective reason as defined by "science" and must thus be relegated to the realm of the subjective. The subject then decides, on the basis of his experiences, what he considers tenable in matters of religion, and the subjective "conscience" becomes the sole arbiter of what is ethical. In this way, though, ethics and religion lose their power to create a community and become a completely personal matter. This is a dangerous state of affairs for humanity, as we see from the disturbing pathologies of religion and reason which necessarily erupt when reason is so reduced that questions of religion and ethics no longer concern it. Attempts to construct an ethic from the rules of evolution or from psychology and sociology, end up being simply inadequate. Before I draw the conclusions to which all this has been leading, I must briefly refer to the third stage of de-Hellenization, which is now in progress. In the light of our experience with cultural pluralism, it is often said nowadays that the synthesis with Hellenism achieved in the early Church was a preliminary inculturation which ought not to be binding on other cultures. The latter are said to have the right to return to the simple message of the New Testament prior to that inculturation, in order to inculturate it anew in their own particular milieux. This thesis is not only false; it is coarse and lacking in precision. The New Testament was written in Greek and bears the imprint of the Greek spirit, which had already come to maturity as the Old Testament developed. True, there are elements in the evolution of the early Church which do not have to be integrated into all cultures. Nonetheless, the fundamental decisions made about the relationship between faith and the use of human reason are part of the faith itself; they are developments consonant with the nature of faith itself. And so I come to my conclusion. This attempt, painted with broad strokes, at a critique of modern reason from within has nothing to do with putting the clock back to the time before the Enlightenment and rejecting the insights of the modern age. The positive aspects of modernity are to be acknowledged unreservedly: We are all grateful for the marvelous possibilities that it has opened up for mankind and for the progress in humanity that has been granted to us. The scientific ethos, moreover, is the will to be obedient to the truth, and, as such, it embodies an attitude which reflects one of the basic tenets of Christianity. The intention here is not one of retrenchment or negative criticism, but of broadening our concept of reason and its application. While we rejoice in the new possibilities open to humanity, we also see the dangers arising from these possibilities and we must ask ourselves how we can overcome them. We will succeed in doing so only if reason and faith come together in a new way, if we overcome the self-imposed limitation of reason to the empirically verifiable, and if we once more disclose its vast horizons. In this sense theology rightly belongs in the university and within the wide-ranging dialogue of sciences, not merely as a historical discipline and one of the human sciences, but precisely as theology, as inquiry into the rationality of faith. Only thus do we become capable of that genuine dialogue of cultures and religions so urgently needed today. In the Western world it is widely held that only positivistic reason and the forms of philosophy based on it are universally valid. Yet the world's profoundly religious cultures see this exclusion of the divine from the universality of reason as an attack on their most profound convictions. A reason which is deaf to the divine and which relegates religion into the realm of subcultures is incapable of entering into the dialogue of cultures. At the same time, as I have attempted to show, modern scientific reason with its intrinsically Platonic element bears within itself a question which points beyond itself and beyond the possibilities of its methodology. Modern scientific reason quite simply has to accept the rational structure of matter and the correspondence between our spirit and the prevailing rational structures of nature as a given, on which its methodology has to be based. Yet the question why this has to be so is a real question, and one which has to be remanded by the natural sciences to other modes and planes of thought -- to philosophy and theology. For philosophy and, albeit in a different way, for theology, listening to the great experiences and insights of the religious traditions of humanity, and those of the Christian faith in particular, is a source of knowledge, and to ignore it would be an unacceptable restriction of our listening and responding. Here I am reminded of something Socrates said to Phaedo. In their earlier conversations, many false philosophical opinions had been raised, and so Socrates says: "It would be easily understandable if someone became so annoyed at all these false notions that for the rest of his life he despised and mocked all talk about being -- but in this way he would be deprived of the truth of existence and would suffer a great loss." The West has long been endangered by this aversion to the questions which underlie its rationality, and can only suffer great harm thereby. The courage to engage the whole breadth of reason, and not the denial of its grandeur -- this is the program with which a theology grounded in biblical faith enters into the debates of our time. "Not to act reasonably (with logos) is contrary to the nature of God," said Manuel II, according to his Christian understanding of God, in response to his Persian interlocutor. It is to this great logos, to this breadth of reason, that we invite our partners in the dialogue of cultures. To rediscover it constantly is the great task of the university.
02 November Got renewed passport anf Can. visa today今天跑了趟LA,领延期的护照,顺便办加拿大的签证。到加拿大领事馆的时候正巧他们 准备要fire drill,领事馆人员告诉我们(当时就两个人)坐电梯下来等drill过后再 上去,即使时间过了也会处理我们的申请,就下来等了一会。递件的时候已经快10:30 了,所以只能下午再来领件。按照DeaDEyE精华区的贴子走了走LA downtown,到music center参观了一番,印象深刻。1:30pm回到领事馆取到了签证,递上去的复印件材料也给回来了。 地点:LA 加拿大领事馆 缴费方式:money order $70 usd (事先在walmart买的) 材料: 1. 护照原件, 2. 填好的TRA(2份), 3. 照片2张(在Costco拍的), 4. 证明身份的材料复印件(H1B approve notice,公司的offer letter), 5. 财力证明:last paycheck stub复印件,银行存款打印件(呵呵,没来得及办bank statement,就直接从网上打印的balance) 东西交上去就被告知下午1:30~2:00来领,拿了张黄绿色的小纸卡凭条。拿到的签证不象美国的签 证有我的照片,不知道收上去的两张照片做什么用? LA的领事馆,网页上说平时都可以当日取件,周五除外。 另外偶对LA不熟,而且本来打算速去速回至多一小时拿到签证的,所以没有特别转悠去 找便宜的趴车处,当时辨认不清东南西北所以也没有找到代代爱帖子里说的flat rate 4块钱的地方,就直接把车停到了550 S Hope building下面,max charge $33.75,不 过到底因为下午才能取件,就一直把车放在那里,停了4小时,最后交了那个max的钱。 步行逛街的时候看到周围不远处有$15的,也有$10的,都是给early bird before 9: 00am的,下次如果再到的早点,我会找个省钱的地方放车。 ====================================================== 发信人: DeaDEyE (代代爱), 信区: Travel 标 题: LA办加拿大的签证. 发信站: BBS 未名空间站 (Wed Jan 4 22:18:37 2006), 转信 精华区里有篇文章是很久的了,做点更新吧。 1、加拿大领事馆10:30就不再收件了, 这跟以前一样 2、周一到周四上午送可以当天1:30-2pm取,周五上午递得下周再取了。 3、周围的parking比较贵,便宜的也还是能找到,同样在hope上过了如7th st, 有家叫century的parking building, flat rate $4,里面很破旧,但可以遮阳, 就是开上下的时候要注意安全,因为车停的到处都是,得鸣喇叭,因为上下就一 条lane。 4、10:30递件完了,还有三个小时怎么打发呢?LA DT其实白天一点也不恐怖,很 适合步行到处走走。喜欢shopping的可以到不远处的Jewelry District,买钻石 是个很便宜的地方,还有一个Fashion District,腿儿着去稍微远了点。 喜欢文化点儿的, LA downtown也有不少可看,从hope过一条街就是grand,沿着 grand往北走6、7个block,就是著名的LA music center,LA的文化气息就靠它撑 着呢,名气不小的Walt Disney Concert Hall,还有LA orpera house,Dorothy Chandler Pavilion都隔街相望。我就手买了2.4的madama butterfly歌剧票。其 实紧靠着加拿大领事馆的是南加最大的公共图书馆之一的Los Angeles Public l ibrary,六层的图书馆各种设施都非常好,图书藏量也大,中文书也不少呢,唯 一不舒服的地方是毕竟是在市中心的中心,homeless 不少,把这么好的图书馆当 作消磨白天的地方,有的地方味道有点不太好闻,不过这也是美国公共图书馆好 的一方面嘛,有“读”无类,图书馆本来就是所有人都能看得起书的地方。 28 Oktober Got a new mouse todaylooks like a driving shift stick. hehe, so, instead of using point fingers, use my thumb to click, and also the scroll ball doesn't exist, instead, there's a little pad on the side to click on to activate the scroll pattern. This is kinda cool. Need to get used to it thou. the battle of China-document moviehttp://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=7068446902546257813&q=battle+of+china&hl=en 办了护照延期前些天从水木上知道2007年新年后就不再办护照延期,以后护照过期都是换新护照。本人的护照明年刚好需要延期,如果换照,照片自然要换,要比以前老好多啊,不甘心,毕竟偶的护照才用过一次的说,呵呵,而且近期有用护照的打算,于是决定,要把这个本本延期。查了洛杉矶领事馆的网页,看到护照延期变更的通知,但是没有特别说明说18个月内过期的可以办理,三藩市那边的领事馆主页上却是明白的写有18个月内过期的可以新年前来办延期,可惜我已经不在三藩市领事馆的馆区了。打电话咨询LA领事馆只听到留言信息,和网上一样,郁闷,如果驱车一百多麦下去发现不能延期那岂不郁闷死人?但是是想要跑一趟试试运气了,因为刚好有off Friday可以跑,前天忽然想起来,可以查大使馆嘛,果然,大使馆的网页上有专门的延期的通知,没错,18个月内过期的护照可以延期,心里才放心下来。 准备好了材料(护照,证明身份和出入境的资料复印件)今天早上驱车下去了,还算顺利,只在101上堵了一会儿,说起交通,我是无论如何不喜欢洛杉矶的。到领事馆时已经10:30,馆门前有法轮功的人挂的横幅曰大法好云云,横幅前面一个老太太做练功状,我晕。的确在网上见人描述过,但是自己亲见还是觉得很讽刺。尤其是前几日从网上看到范伟出去拍戏出车祸,大纪元报上面说是很多练功的集体发功让他有恶报的,果然有恶报,一副幸灾乐祸的强调,难以理解这是他们所谓的“真善美”。办护照和签证的地方在500 shatto,另一幢写字楼里,走过去,看到门口有三位老太太在分发大纪元之类的报纸,拉住了一位刚走出来的老先生诉说那个法是健身的云云。我径直走进楼里,坐电梯上了三楼,出门就是签证护照办理处,里面排了两个队,一个是领件的,一个是办理的。大厅里有如候车室一般的椅子排列,零星的坐着几个等人的。里面有拍照的,可以当场拍护照照片。我是已经在costco拍了的,才5元,好便宜,想起去年在学校为了办EAD在I-center拍的照片居然要了好像20,心痛啊,这是题外话了。把照片贴好,排队等了一会儿就到我了,和办事人员说我办护照延期,就收了我的护照和资料的复印件,SSN复印件是不需要的。原本想要特急服务,下午就在这里取,可是被告知最快也要下周一,看来怎么也得再费汽油和时间再跑一趟,就按普通进度处理好了,周三再来取。拿了凭条,到时候取件时再缴费。 出来的时候门口只有一位老太太了,给我递他们的材料,问她练了多久,说练了10年了,说练以前血压220-210,我惊讶,不过我不是学医的,不知道人的血压如果真这么高是不是还可以好好的呆着,anyway,她说练了功现在身体什么病也没有,都好了。不由得让我想起GRE的逻辑题,这个结论是假定其他前提都不成立,身体什么病都没有的唯一原因是练了功,当然,这里还有假定之前的确是有很多疾病的。看老太太其实面善,我没有和她辩驳,只说为什么大纪元上那么多诅咒别人的报道?她笑答,没有,没有,没有诅咒。我不知道该说什么才好,她不象是上网的人,网络版本的大纪元在我看来的确很诅咒人。不知道她是真的练功,还是拿了某组织的工资在那里宣传和发材料的。我对这个组织没有好感,但我相信是有人因此受过迫害的,基层执法人员素质的低劣不可避免会导致无辜伤亡。许多事情是我理解不了的,所以我也只是沉默的大多数中的一员。 因为下午还有事情处理,出了领事馆就直接驱车返回贝市,一路畅通,1个半小时就到家了。进了门这才感到疲倦,得休息休息。番薯他们今天也要下LA,周日才回来,我回来时他们还没走,呵呵。 19 Oktober 今天的流水帐早上,认识了开到Taft Berry property 的路,培训CSBeam。 下午从consultant的国际长途得知穆斯林准备过开斋节,马来西亚大约75%人口是穆斯林。 张医生的私人诊所前些日子开张了,设备很好,一切都崭新,Li Jun在那里上班,原来诊所的dental assistant也跟着张医生过来了。2707 S H Street, 93304. 833-8822. 晚上,去张医生的新诊所,先参观,然后拔了一颗坏牙齿,X光照片还发现长了一颗智齿,横着长的,早晚也得拔,所幸只有一颗。 现在,麻醉已经差不多消逝,牙齿开始痛,还有点流血,希望不要肿起来。我在吃肉骨头粥。好吃。 10 Oktober An essay from a kid about oil & gas in California2006 Petroleum Essay Contest Future Scientists and Engineers of America (FSEA) Sponsored by Los Angeles Basin Section, Society of Petroleum Engineers First Place – 4th and 5th Grade
Oil and Gas in California By Bradley Ries
The United States is the world’s third largest producer of oil. The United States is also the largest consumer of oil. The United States imports about two-thirds from other countries. New technology and conservation could help the United States be less dependent on other countries for oil. In the United States the top producing states are Texas, Alaska, Louisiana, California, Oklahoma and Arizona.
California depends on oil and natural gas for most of its energy needs. California and other states need oil to make nylon, plastic, fertilizers, asphalt, gasoline, and the electricity in our houses.
Oil comes from tiny grains of sand, silt and clay that are moved by wind and water, until they settle in low spots, normally underwater. These small rocks cover dead diatoms and other dead plants and fish. Then the small rocks get covered by more diatoms and other dead plants and fish. This cycle keeps repeating over and over. The small rocks are squashed from the pressure and are buried deeper and deeper. The dead plants and fish decay and form oil and natural gas. Exactly how it is formed isn’t known. What is known is that heat, pressure and bacteria are all important.
Geologists are hired to find the oil reservoirs, and get permission to drill from governmental agencies. Exploratory wells are set up in groups where the geologist thinks there is oil. Only one in seven exploratory well will be a good one. A drilling rig will be centered on the place where the oil well will be. Oil is piped from the well to a holding tank. The oil is then taken by truck to a refinery.
It is at the refinery that the oil is made into different products for us to use such as diesel fuel, jet fuel, grease, solvent and gasoline. It can be refined more into rubber, medicine, paint, nylon and plastic.
By writing this paper I use that I use a lot of oil. I use plastic for milk jugs, cups and my Playstation 2 is made out of plastic! My soccer, basketball and baseball uniforms are all made out of nylon material. My Dad’s trucking business uses diesel fuel, grease, solvent, asphalt and rubber every day.
We are very dependent on our use of oil, but it won’t last forever. Oil is a nonrenewable resource. We have to find new oil and gas fields. We also must conserve our resources. My Papa is thinking of a way to conserve gasoline and money, he is looking into buying a hybrid car. I will try to conserve oil and natural gas because I now realize how important it is.
08 Oktober Stanford TripAlways think about going back to campus to visit friends on weekend, but hadn't done that since last Jan. Driving up there alone is kinda too lonely and boring. This weekend, however, thanks to Tak's trip and the hotel room, we have a group of 5 going up to Stanford. Farn shu, Andrew, Huong, Tak, and me.:D That was a wonderful trip. We left after work at Friday night, reached the hotel around 12 o'clock. Too late and had to miss SCAPE's seminar and their mooncake appreciation get-together. Hopefully will have another opportunity to join them. Throwing ourselves on bed, we all had sound sleep. zZZZ. It's so good to sleep on a real comfy bed. ^_^ It was a beautiful day Saturday, a mild warm day with blue blue blue sky. We wanted to have Chinese style breakfast, so we drove all the way from Sheraton to N. Rengstoff, to the place I used to have youtiao and doujiang. Unfortuantely, the restaurant was closed. -_-b. We then had to drive back to campus since Tak was gonna meet students. Dropping off Tak, we three headed to Tressider union to meet Mike, Andrew's friend, and finally had our breakfast there. ^__^. It was nice meeting Mike. He's a nice guy, friendly, good at skiing, and snowboard, and like quite a lot of sports. cool. Around noon time, we went to the visitor center, picked up campus map and information about Stanford. There are two walking tours each day, one at 11:00am and the other at 3:15pm. It looked like we would miss both, as we already plan to play badminton in the afternoon. It's still nice to walk around the campus, and I can be a guide to them. ^_^. We stepped into the Hoover museum first. Francis' friend, Gorden, got a chance to stop by to say hi to her and guide them going up to Hoover tower and had a birdview of the beautiful campus. Gorden had to leave soon as he is one of the busy EE graduate students. We three then walked around the campus, the Oval, MainQuad, Memchu, and took a few pictures. People were doing lawn cutting on the Oval, leaving it look aweful :(. 1:30pm was the time Tak would be done with his work thing. We went back to Roble field to pick him up and went back to change to sport wear. Badminton time! Qing and Tianhong were already playing in Ford center. Juan was going there, too. I couldn't wait to play~~. So miss badminton. Haven't played for half a year since last campus visit, since there's no indoor court for badminton in Baky. -_-b The Ford Center was crowded of people playing badminton. Two of the eight courts were reserved for ballroom dance club. All the other courts were occupied. We had to wait..... Qing was playing a game, as good as he always is. Tianhong was playing, too. Juan saw us and ran out to see us. She does change a lot. hehe. Got cute hair cut. It was so nice seeing her again, healthy and laughing. ^_^. There were some people playing there, that I met before but I can't remember their names. :o( Anyway, we waited and waited, and finally got to play. That was the first time for Andrew to play badminton. He seemed enjoy it. The birdy flew faster than tennis. hehe, but he learned how to play with it. Farn Shu is pretty enjoying, too. Tak is good. He used to play with Robin when he's at school. I couldn't imagine how good he is, from the time we played in our living room. :P We then had a game with another two guys. Yes, mix double vs. man double. haha, his performance is out of my expectation. Very good skills! We won the game, 15:8. Given some practise in the past four years, he could be even better. What a shame that there's no place to play badminton in Baky....en. I wish next time we can play with Qing and Tianhong. hehe. They are good mix double players. Chunmei stopped by Ford center and brought me the SCAPE T-shirt. it is very cute. The color and the design is very instyle on the black background. Thank her for doing the favor to me. I really appreciate it. That was a great idea to have a SCAPE (stanford chinese association of petroleum engineers), where we can share information and knowledge, as well as our research and work in our mother language. I wish I can do sth. for that. Best wishes to SCAPE. I was quite exhausted after 3 hours of badminton. We said good-bye to friends and headed back to the hotel, changed and left for dinner, expecting a delicious meal from Hunan Goumet (YueYangLou). Drove all the way to Sunnyvale, hung around to find a parking spot, and made our way to Hunan Gourmet. When we finnaly found the entrance door, there was a big wedding picture sitting at the door. A sweet bride and goom smiled at us from the picture.........there's a wedding ceremony held at the restaurant and the whole restaurant was reserved! What a day! We got locked out from a restaurant in the morning, and couldn't get food from another restaurant in the evening?! We four starving people had to walk back to our car and headed back to Mountain View. Good thing is Hunan Chili was open, phew~. We finally had a good meal after the long day. hehe. It was almost 9:30 when we got back to campus. I wanted to stop by our CEF activity to say hi to old friends. They had bible study that night in Manderin. We didn't join that due to the language problem, but I definitely would stop by to say hi. We caught a good moment to join them.hehe. They were just starting playing game when I knocked at the door, pictionary. So we joined the game and had a lot of fun! Happy to see old friends again, Jia, Leo, Haige, Dongdong, zhouxin&Jingjing,....and meet some new friends, Alice and Steve....etc. Sunday was another nice day. We planned to get up very early to take picture on the Palm Drive. It was around 10 thou, when we made it there. =P. The campus was embraced in the morning sunlight, gorgeous view. We walked along the palm drive, took pictures, and toured around Rodin sculpture garden. Then we headed back to the visitor center to catch the morning walking tour, and met Juan there. Linsay was our guide. She's a student studying in Stanford, volunteer to do walking tour. There are many volunteer students working for visitor center. We toured an hour from Memorial Auditorium, Hoover Tower, Oval, Mainquad, Engineer and Science corner, Memorial church, White plaza, and undergraduate student housing. There were two prospective students in our tour group. Wish them get admission from Stanford and go there. After the tour, we went to the Ming's to have dimsum. It was an ok dimsum, compared with the one we had in LA. Probably we should try cupotino next time. With full and satisfied stomach, we then headed to the duck pond, where I used to drive by when I practised driving last year. huh. It's relaxing to get so close to the nature. There are hundreds of ducks and birds enjoying their free life in the pond. We also hiked to the bridge reaching to the bay, and took pictures over there.... So great seeing old friends again and having a wonderful weekend. We will do this again sometime soon. 19 September 9.18又到国耻日. http://web.wenxuecity.com/BBSView.php?SubID=70s&MsgID=129826 九一八事变简介 1931年9月18日,日本驻中国东北地区的关东军突然袭击沈阳,以武力侵占东北的事件。 19世纪末至20世纪前半叶,日本逐步确定了征服世界必先征服中国,征服中国必先征服“满蒙”的战略方针。1930年,世界资本主义经济危机波及日本,为了转移日益激化的国内阶级矛盾,日本加快了武力侵华的步伐,于1931年7月和8月在东北制造了“万宝山事件”和“中村事件”。9月18日,日本又制造“柳条湖事件”,发动了侵略中国东北的战争。 当晚10时许,日本关东军岛本大队川岛中队河本末守中尉率部下数人,在沈阳北大营南约800米的柳条湖附近,将南满铁路一段路轨炸毁。日军在此布置了一个假现场,摆了3具身穿中国士兵服的尸体,反诬是中国军队破坏铁路。日军独立守备队第二大队即向中国东北军驻地北大营发动进攻。次日晨4时许,日军独立守备队第五大队由铁岭到达北大营加入战斗。5时半,东北军第七旅退到沈阳东山嘴子,日军占领北大营。战斗中东北军伤亡300余人,日军伤亡24人。这就是震惊中外的九一八事变。 国民党政府对日本的侵略采取不抵抗政策。事变发生前,蒋介石于8月16日致电张学良:“无论日本军队此后如何在东北寻衅,我方应予不抵抗,力避冲突。”9月12日,他在河北石家庄召见张学良时说:“最近获得可靠情报,日军在东北马上要动手,我们的力量不足,不能打。我考虑到只有请国际联盟主持正义,和平解决。我这次和你会面,最主要的是要你严令东北全军,凡遇到日军进攻,一律不准抵抗。”事变发生后,国民党政府电告东北军:“日军此举不过寻常寻衅性质,为免除事件扩大起见,绝对抱不抵抗主义。”当时,日本关东军只有1万多人,而中国东北军驻在东北的有16.5万人。东北军部队多次接受不准抵抗的训令,在日军突然袭击面前,除小部分违反蒋介石的命令奋起抵抗外,其余均不战而退。 9月19日上午8时,日军几乎未受到抵抗便将沈阳全城占领。东北军撤向锦州。全国最大的沈阳兵工厂和制炮厂连同9.5万余支步枪,2500挺机关枪,650余门大炮,2300余门迫击炮,260余架飞机,以及大批弹药、器械、物资等,全部落入日军之手。据统计,仅9月18日一夜之间,沈阳损失即达18亿元之多。此后,东北各地的中国军队继续执行蒋介石的不抵抗主义,使日军得以迅速占领辽宁、吉林、黑龙江3省。 九一八事变是日本帝国主义长期以来推行对华侵略扩张政策的必然结果,也是它企图把中国变为其独占的殖民地而采取的严重步骤。此后,中日民族矛盾逐步上升到主要地位,使中国国内的阶级关系发生重大变动。在中国共产党的号召下,中国人民掀起了抗日救亡运动。 在全民抗日的时候,我们的将领是怎么做的呢? 九一八”之夜到底发生了什么?“不抵抗命令”下的抗日第一枪是如何打响的?昨日,王铁汉将军的大女儿、在沈阳居住的王翠凤女士,首次拿出父亲临终前写的关于“打响第一枪内幕”的手记,希望揭开“九一八”事变的重重谜团。 说起“九一八”父亲就流泪 “高粱叶子青又青,九月十八来了日本兵。先占火药库,后占北大营……”家住铁西区的85岁的王翠凤还记得父亲多年前哼唱的这首歌。 “父亲12岁结婚,他与母亲是包办婚姻。父亲19岁还在讲武堂念书时,生下了我。”王翠凤说。 王翠凤和母亲一直在老家辽宁盘山县后才屯居住。直到1947年才回到奉天(即今沈阳)。 王翠凤说,父亲谈起“九一八”就流泪。记得1947年父亲回家时对乡亲们说:“日本进攻北大营时我们兵力将近8000人,敌方仅有600人。可我们竟然要放弃!正是这一放弃,日本人进了中国,14年间杀了我们那么多同胞!”说着说着突然哭了起来,连说“惨不惨?惨不惨!” 1948年王翠凤与父亲失去了联系,直到1985年一封信由台湾转到香港寄来,那是王铁汉给王翠凤的亲笔信。此后他们经常通信,王铁汉临终前还将自己关于“九一八”的回忆文章寄给她。 旅长来电:“不抵抗,等候交涉” 昨日在王翠凤的家中,记者看到了王铁汉关于“九一八”打响抗日第一枪的珍贵手记: 事变当时,我任陆军独立旅第7旅第620团团长。第7旅有3个团,旅长为王以哲。只有本团第一营驻皇姑屯,第621团3个直属连驻东山嘴子(沈阳城东)营房,其余全部驻在北大营。 9月18日晚10时15分,忽闻南满铁路发生爆炸,事后查明日军自己炸坏南满铁路一段,谎称中国军队所为。我正在团部,以为是地雷爆炸,这是多少天以来,司空见惯的事。但是5分钟后,北大营西墙外有手榴弹及断续的步枪声,接下就是炮声。这时候才觉得事态并不寻常。当即要通旅部电话,知道旅长在城内。又要621团电话,已无人接听。张士贤团长也不在营。 晚11时刚过,才得知619、621两团已分别向东山嘴子撤退。我在未奉到命令之前,不能自由行动。晚12时,旅长由城内来电指示:“不抵抗,等候交涉”。此后便失去联络。 敌人发起第二次进攻时我下令还当晚10时许,日本关东军岛本大队川岛中队河本末守中尉率部下数人,在沈阳北大营南约800米的柳条湖附近,将南满铁路一段路轨炸毁。日军在此布置了一个假现场,摆了3具身穿中国士兵服的尸体,反诬是中国军队破坏铁路。日军独立守备队第二大队即向中国东北军驻地北大营发动进攻。次日晨4时许,日军独立守备队第五大队由铁岭到达北大营加入战斗。5时半,东北军第七旅退到沈阳东山嘴子,日军占领北大营。战斗中东北军伤亡300余人,日军伤亡24人。这就是震惊中外的九一八事变。 国民党政府对日本的侵略采取不抵抗政策。事变发生前,蒋介石于8月16日致电张学良:“无论日本军队此后如何在东北寻衅,我方应予不抵抗,力避冲突。”9月12日,他在河北石家庄召见张学良时说:“最近获得可靠情报,日军在东北马上要动手,我们的力量不足,不能打。我考虑到只有请国际联盟主持正义,和平解决。我这次和你会面,最主要的是要你严令东北全军,凡遇到日军进攻,一律不准抵抗。”事变发生后,国民党政府电告东北军:“日军此举不过寻常寻衅性质,为免除事件扩大起见,绝对抱不抵抗主义。”当时,日本关东军只有1万多人,而中国东北军驻在东北的有16.5万人。东北军部队多次接受不准抵抗的训令,在日军突然袭击面前,除小部分违反蒋介石的命令奋起抵抗外,其余均不战而退。 9月19日上午8时,日军几乎未受到抵抗便将沈阳全城占领。东北军撤向锦州。全国最大的沈阳兵工厂和制炮厂连同9.5万余支步枪,2500挺机关枪,650余门大炮,2300余门迫击炮,260余架飞机,以及大批弹药、器械、物资等,全部落入日军之手。据统计,仅9月18日一夜之间,沈阳损失即达18亿元之多。此后,东北各地的中国军队继续执行蒋介石的不抵抗主义,使日军得以迅速占领辽宁、吉林、黑龙江3省。 九一八事变是日本帝国主义长期以来推行对华侵略扩张政策的必然结果,也是它企图把中国变为其独占的殖民地而采取的严重步骤。此后,中日民族矛盾逐步上升到主要地位,使中国国内的阶级关系发生重大变动。在中国共产党的号召下,中国人民掀起了抗日救亡运动。 击 我想,等候命令不等于挨打。敌人向本团营房进攻时,我决心还击。 19日凌晨1时40分,日军步兵200多人,后面还有跟进的部队,开始向我团接近。日本炮兵开始射击我团营房。这时,东北边防司令长官公署军事厅长荣臻来电话询问情况,并严令不准抵抗。我答“敌人侵我国土,攻我兵营,斯可忍,则国格、人格,全无法维持。而且现在官兵愤慨,都愿与北大营共存亡。敌人正在炮击本团营房,官兵不能持枪待毙。”荣臻当即指示,“将弹药入库”。我答,“在敌人炮攻下,实在无法遵命,我也不忍这样执行命令”。荣臻又问:“你为什么不撤出?”我答,“只奉到不抵抗,等候交涉的指示,并无撤出的命令”。荣臻说,“那么你就撤出营房,否则,你要负一切责任。”电话随即中断。 正在准备撤退的时候,敌人步兵400多人,开始向我团发起第二次进攻。我下令还击。击毙敌人40多人。凌晨5时,就在敌人攻击顿挫之际,忍痛撤出北大营。撤出北大营后,我团进入锦州。 “九一八”事变中,中国东北军在“不抵抗命令”下这样打响了抗日第一枪。 张学良的“九·一八”之夜 1931年春,张学良将军自南京来平视事,因嫌北平官邸顺承王府庭院深邃,建筑陈旧,不甚舒适,故而下榻于西单太仆寺街新建胡同。 这所很考究的西式房子是财政部印铸局局长沈能毅代找的。5月底,张学良因患重伤寒症入协和医院诊治。该院特为张腾出一所隔离病房专用,装有外线专用电话,并由内科医生霍尔负责专门治疗。9月初,张学良病始痊愈。由于长时间发烧,张的头发脱落大半,身体十分羸弱,故仍在协和医院休养。 “九一八”事变当晚,张学良因招待宋哲元等将领,携夫人于凤至及赵四小姐去前门外中和戏院观看梅兰芳先生的《宇宙锋》。观剧中途,张闻侍卫副官长谭海来报事变,即起身返回医院。张学良接通东北边防军司令长官公署参谋长荣臻电话,了解详情,并着左右终宵与南京当局电话联系,请示如何应变。据当时财政部冀察晋绥特派员荆有容目睹,张还曾亲自与南京通话。张学良迅即召来顾问特纳,令其立即通知欧美各国驻平新闻记者,夤夜举行记者招待会。同时,张学良召集戢翼翘、于学忠、万福麟、鲍文樾等重要将领举行紧急会议,磋商对策,直至次日凌晨。是夜,张学良庶几没有休息。待记者招待会毕,他才回到病房稍睡些许时间。(汤纪涛、汤纪森:《张学良二三事》) 稍后,南京军事委员会复电称:“日军此举,不过是寻常挑畔性质,为免除事件扩大,绝对不准抵抗。”(张高峰:《少帅与赵四小姐》)事实上,“九一八”当日,蒋介石正乘军舰赴九江途中,他在南昌行营电张学良:切请采取不抵抗主义,勿使事态扩大,影响外交解决。(惠德安:《张学良将军轶事》) 张学良迫于军令,不战而退,自然千夫所指,从此背上“不抵抗将军”恶名。连“九一八”之夕观剧,舆论也颇多责难,认为张身为陆海空副司令兼东北边防司令长官,在千钧一发之非常时刻,竟有如此闲情逸致去看戏,真可说是“叔宝无心”。彼时,其压力之大,就不难想见了。 其实,张学良对日立场十分坚决。事变前夕,张在接获紧急情报后即据以致电蒋介石,并慨然请缨:为国为家,愿意身临前敌,虽战死疆场,亦无所悔。(陶菊隐:《记者生活三十年》)蒋介石在8月16日明令训诫张学良:“无论日本军队此后如何在东北寻衅,我方应予不抵抗,力避冲突,吾兄万勿逞一时之愤,置国家民族不顾。”(洪钫:《“九一八”事变当时的张学良》)这就是中国现代史上臭名昭著的“铣电”,蒋介石“不抵抗主义”的滥觞。事变前一星期,蒋密电召张至石家庄车站会晤,再次重申不抵抗:“……我们力量不足,不能打。……你严令东北全军,凡遇到日本进攻,一律不准抵抗。”(何柱国:《“九一八”沈阳事变前后》)凡此种种,公众舆论当时显然无从知晓,而马君武的打油诗恰恰迎合了时势,各界也就不假置疑,宁信其有了。 战争开始了,可怜的百姓苦难之日也开始了,给大家找点历史资料,看看当年日本鬼子在中国犯下的滔天罪恶日本老兵讲述自己当年的暴行 今年1月,两名参加过侵华战争的老兵在日本接受了我们的采访,对着镜头讲出自己战时在中国的犯罪,当时,面对面地听到施暴者描述这样的经过,我们的记者和摄影师都流下了眼泪,60年前的侵略者就在眼前,60年前中国人民的苦难,也就在眼前。 一个当年侵华的日本兵铃木说:“我那时候的经历是这样的,当想着去强奸时,我们就进了一个村庄,我们大家是分头去的,我进屋后,就看见有个妇女抱着个很小的小孩,倦缩在床上,我一把掀开他们盖的被子,发现这个妈妈怀里抱着孩子,在不停地颤抖。干了这件坏事以后,我把房子点火烧了。房子是必须要点火烧的。” 另一年当年侵华的日本兵金子说:“带我去村子里的老兵要强奸一个妇女,这个妇女进行了激烈的反抗,她又打又骂又哭,激怒了这个老兵。于是老兵一边骂着那名妇女,一边抓着她的头发,把她拖到了外面。当时那个村子里有井,有好几口井,这个妇女就被拽到了其中一口井,老兵把这个妇女一边往井里按,一边对我说:金子,你抬她的脚。于是我就抬起这个妇女的脚,我们喊着一、二、三就把这名妇女扔到了井里。这个妇女还有个孩子,看见妈妈被扔到了井里,就一直围着井台哭着喊“妈妈,妈妈”,他大概才4岁左右吧,个子还不够高,够不到井台。于是他一边哭着一边回到家中,搬了一个凳子,爬到凳子上喊着“妈妈”就跳到了井里。这个孩子就这样跳到了井里。当时我们不是都带着枪吗,还有手榴弹,日本的手榴弹有这么大,我记得当时带了两个,于是我就往井里扔了其中一个,轰地一声引爆了。井里的母子俩就都被炸死了。这就是我曾经干出来的事情,在昭和十六年。” 战后,在日本,当年的侵略历史始终遭到一些人别有用心的掩盖,右翼学者编写了美化侵略,隐瞒罪行的历史教科书,一些政客公开否认南京大屠杀等罪行,还有各种让军国主义死灰复燃的叫嚷。在这种情况下,一些参加过侵略战争的老兵站出来,对公众讲出自己当年的亲身经历,为历史作证,反省战争。 日本老兵们回忆:“我从来没想过人的肠子有那么长,四个中国人的肠子全都流到地面上,流了一地,死了。” “全身被烧的很多,没法形容。” “在那个地方强奸,强奸完后就杀了,头也给砍下来了,当时没有肉吃,让吃这个肉,大家也都很高兴就吃了,因为已经半个月以上没有吃过肉了。感觉比猪肉好吃。” “他说金子你抬脚,我就抬起这个妇女的脚,在井边上有圆的井台,我就把这个妇女扔到井里。” 这是一部日本纪录片中的内容,片名叫做《日本鬼子》,在三个小时的时间里,14名参加过战争的日本士兵讲述了他们在战争中的暴行。作为反省战争历史的纪录片,影片在好几个国际电影节上获得好评并且获奖,但在日本国内,影片迟迟没有得到公开放映,多家电视台都拒绝播放,费尽周折,最后在一家艺术影院,影片才得以面对公众。 为了让更多的年轻人了解那段历史,一些老兵参加了各种和平活动,一次又一次地当众讲述自己当年的暴行,金子安次和铃木良雄就是其中的两位。 金子安次,85岁,入伍前是工人,铃木良雄,84岁,入伍前在家务农,原本是普通百姓的他们,从应征入伍开始,就开始走上了一条不同的道路。 铃木良雄说:“日本的军队,在新兵进入军队后,都要进行三个月的新兵教育,在三个月中要进行各种各样的教育,在新兵训练结束的时候,一定会有实战演习,就是把真正的敌人带来杀死的训练,一定会有这个的,把活人拉来刺杀。” 金子安次说:“开始杀人的时候大家都很害怕的,所以总是刺不中。我们到中国的村子里去,把村民们拉来绑在树上。然后在枪上装上刺刀,喊着‘呀……’就冲上去了。活着就刺,当时他们还在树上绑着呢。” 铃木良雄说:“谁要是刺中了,就会取得好成绩,受到表扬。” 金子安次说:“开始的时候我也睡不着觉,不过杀了一个人,又杀了一个人以后,慢慢地我也就习惯了。战争的时候,日军杀中国人,杀得越多,成绩就越好。“今天你杀了几个人”“我杀了两人。”“好,明天我要杀三个”展开了这样的竞争。根据杀人的数量,军衔越升越高。这就是军队。所以我们都很兴奋,只要是中国人,不论是干什么的,见到就杀。 金子安次说:“我在中国呆了五年,做了很多坏事,比如说绑架,就是抓劳工,强行把中国人带到日本,这是绑架问题。还有抢棉花、小麦等等,也有这样的命令。另外还有毒气问题,这样的事情我们也做过。在五年之内,可以说什么坏事都干过。” 侵华日军是如何从人变成野兽的 侵华日军在中国犯下了无数暴行,这样的历史,在当今的日本社会,在年轻人中间,知道的人有多少呢?一位年轻的日本学者曾经就这个问题,在日本的大学生中做过问卷调查。 斋藤一晴说:“从问卷上看到,他们也大体上知道一些,比如南京大屠杀,细菌战,但是只是知道这个词,就是个名词,至于具体的里头的内容,究竟是怎么回事儿,他们几乎是不知道的。对战争的情况基本就不了解。” 步平说:“日本历史教育,他叫厚古薄今,过去的讲得多,近现代的就非常少,甚至都不讲。” 步平是中国社会科学院近代史研究所副所长,他主要研究日本问题,与日本人打了多年交道,对日本社会有着很深的了解。 步平说:“实际上他没有这个环境,我们的学生从小不仅是看教科书,我们可以看电视,看电影,看书,看报,我们的周围的社会环境,父母、爷爷、奶奶都会给他讲这个战争的问题,他是另外的环境。” 20047七月,在北京,我们见到了一位来自日本的年轻人,他一个人来到中国旅行,旅行的路线,是日本军队当年犯下暴行的地方。他叫中条朝,是一位大学生。 中条说:“小时候,在日本,我曾经有机会看到了一些关于慰安妇的片子,这种片子不断出现,拷问我们的社会,我当时就想,日本这样的社会好还是不好呢。 中条朝偶然知道日军暴行的时候,感到非常惊讶,他开始思索这样的问题,日本社会这样忽视历史真相,会给战争受害国带来什么样的影响?会给日本的未来带来什么样的影响?大学四年级,学校有一年做课题的时间,他决定利用这段时间,到战争受害国进行考察,在考察中把这个问题想清楚,于是,他向亲友借了一笔钱,独自开始了这样的旅程。 中条说:“我没有亲眼看过这些受伤害的人,也没有去过当时发生这些事情的地方,所以我展开了这次旅程,想亲眼看看他们的现状,然后回日本告诉其他人。” 中条朝到北京之前,已经去过了朝鲜和中国东北,在走访战争受害者的时候,因为自己是日本人这样一个身份,他的内心总是有一种特别的滋味。 中条说:“我想去了解他们的情况,但我的心情很复杂,非常困惑,觉得作为日本人去跟他们去见面很失礼。 在劳工李良杰家 翻译:“因为他是第一次见这些强制去参加劳动的劳工,所以有一点紧张。” 这一天,中条朝访问的,是当年被强行抓到日本去的中国劳工李良杰。 李良杰说:“1944年,9月份,我正在地里干活……日本人来到我跟前二话不说,两个人拧着我的胳膊把我推推搡搡……到了扔到车上。” 李良杰说:“那一年我比他小好几岁,我才十四岁。” 在中国听到的关于日本军队的暴行,中条朝从来没有听家里的长辈们讲过,他的爷爷,在战争时期是军工厂的工人,没有出国作战,那么,那些上过战场的军人,会对自己的家人说起这些事情吗? 记者问:“跟你的女儿讲过这些事情吗?” 金子说:“对于我们曾经用枪杀过中国人这件事情,在日本这种环境里认真地反省是很难的。不过这里听一点,那里听一点,我想我女儿是知道一些的,但是作为父亲,我没有直接对她说过,我没有直接说“你们的爸爸做过这个做过那个”,这种事情是很难说出口的。” 强奸,杀人,放火,抢劫,这些在文明社会里极端恶劣,不可饶恕的犯罪,铃木良雄和金子安次当年都做过了,在亲人的面前,这样羞耻的事情,他们从来没有提起过,他们的妻子,也是在近些年因为丈夫接受采访,才知道这些,金子安次的妻子,几年前在镜头前这样说—— 金子的妻子说:“每当有记者到我家来这样采访,每当这个时候我就觉得他特别可恶,曾经做过那样的事情。但这就是战争,这也是没有办法的事情,他也是被强令去做的,难以推卸。所以我很讨厌听这些,我其实也不希望他说这些事情的。” 铃木的妻子,在丈夫接受纪录片《日本鬼子》的采访时,才第一次知道丈夫的战争犯罪,后来,每次当丈夫接受采访的时候,妻子都会因为难堪而躲出家门。 面对铃木良雄和金子安次这样的老兵,我们的心情是复杂的,一方面由于他们亲手对中国人民犯下罪恶,令人怒火中烧,另一方面,他们能够参加各种和平活动,接受媒体采访,一次次当众讲出自己的犯罪,这种勇气也让人看到他们人性回归的一面。 金子说:“我们犯下的罪行显然是非常大的,而且已经在我们的心中打下了深深的烙印,所以我们反对战争,不是像别人那样简单地反对战争,不是在道理上反对,是根据我们的经历而反对,我们曾经在中国做了那么多的坏事。” 铃木说:“我觉得对于自己过去犯下的罪行,只有把它全部讲出来,深刻地反省,才能重新做人,心安理得地做一个人。” 那么,在60多年前,是什么,让这些原本善良的百姓,变成了禽兽不如的战争工具呢?面对这样一个问题,我们采访的日本人,不约而同地将原因指向了战前的教育—— 铃木良雄说:“只知道听上级的命令,根本没有分析的能力,上级说的话,天皇说的话是不会错的,天皇就一定是对的,一直接受的是这样的教育,既没有分析、反省的能力,也根本没有想过要分析反省。我想这就是最大的错误。” 不加考虑地服从天皇的命令,在铃木良雄他们那一代人中,是从小就被灌输的观念和习惯。 金子说:“当时我上小学的时候,在学校里设有神坛,那里供着天皇的像,每次经过那里的时候,不能正视,必须弯着腰鞠躬,腰要弯到不能再弯的地步,如果不这样的话,老师就会生气训斥。在乘坐公交车,或者看电影的时候,只要看到天皇的像,就一定脱帽致敬。就是这样的情况,一直认为天皇是伟大的,就是因为在学校接受的是这样的教育,所以说后来,天皇说这么做那么做都认为理所应当。这样的教育持续了6年。” 冈田黎子说:“当时的教育是国家主义教育,它否定人性和个人主义,培养的是只遵从命令的人,而我们就成为了国家发动战争的后备军。” 冈田黎子,76 岁,她在14岁的时候,应征参加了毒气的制造,虽然当时并不知道自己参加制造的是毒气,但这些年,她还是感到自己对受害者负有责任。她把自己当时的经历画了出来,做成画册出版,警醒世人。 冈田黎子说:“当时学校就教育我们,日本是一个神的国家,做什么都一定能赢,打仗也是如此,因为是正义的,所以一定会赢。在古代,蒙古曾经侵略日本,但是他们在海上遇到了台风,风非常大,于是船翻了,士兵们最后都葬身海底。这是我们在历史课上学到的,正因为日本是神的国家,所以神才刮起了大风,造成了这样的结果。 步平说:“日本战前的教科书,他是先讲日本有优秀的文化,做一个铺垫,然后又讲日本是神的国家,日本的国土,那么多岛屿都是一个个神化身变成岛,那么日本的天皇都是神的后代,他会给你列出一个天皇的后代,天皇的神的体系,从天上什么什么神,最后怎么到天皇最早的天皇就是神武天皇怎么下来的,那么神武天皇往后又是怎么一代下来的,这个早期东西,它本来是一个神话传说,他把他当成一个历史史实教给你,先是优秀的文化,又是神,给你打一个烙印,深深的烙印是什么,日本优秀。我优秀我就有资格领导亚洲,因为我们亚洲受到西方列强的侵略了,要抵抗,谁能领导亚洲,就是我日本能领导,因为我们优秀。” 金子说:“日本和日本国民都是非常优秀,而中国人是劣等民族,杀了劣等民族的人,你的灵魂就会得到拯救,所以一定要杀,也因此我们就很坦然地去杀人了。” 在这样的教育背景下,年轻的士兵们满怀着为天皇效忠,为国家效力的自豪感,理直气壮地走上了侵略的道路,而他们的亲人,也怀着同样的自豪感,把他们送上杀人与被杀的战场。 靖国神社的背后 当时还发生过这么一个事情——1931年12月,一个叫井上清一的日军中尉接到了命令,要进驻满洲,一天中午,他回到家里,发现新婚不久的妻子井上千代子略施粉黛、身着重装,端坐在蒲团上,用短刀自杀身亡。 在遗书里,千代子这样说:“我的丈夫,我的心里充满了喜悦,恭喜你。在你出征以前,我将离开人世,让你没有任何牵挂,请尽力为国工作,拜托的事情只有这一件。” 千代子以自戕激励丈夫走上战场的行为,马上成了日本新闻宣传的热点, 迅速被拍成了电影,写成书,成了日本女性的楷模。井上清一也成为民众心目中的英雄,当他踏上侵略路程的时候,无数的人到车站为他送别。 井上清一在车站发表了慷慨激昂的演说:请为我祝福吧!为报答妻子的良苦用心,我不希望生还,尽力发挥伟大军人的作用。 井上清一这个日本民众心目中的英雄,在中国人的记忆中,却是被钉在了历史的耻辱柱上,他的照片,保存在辽宁抚顺的平顶山惨案纪念馆,1932年9月16日,在平顶山村,井上清一举起了屠刀,发出了灭绝屠杀的命令,致使这个村庄死亡3200多人,几乎被杀绝。 在战争后期,日本军队里还出现了神风突击队,队员们都是年轻的志愿者,他们写下绝命书,怀着对天皇的忠诚驾驶飞机冲向美军的战舰。 这些怀着必死之心的年轻士兵们深信,为天皇战死以后,他们就会成为靖国之神。靖国神社,是日本战前军国主义教育的最后一环。 步平说:“因为在当时他的理论是这样的,军人为天皇战死了,你就不是人了,成了靖国之神了,是神,过去日本的死者,靖国神社没有成立之前,死者,死人吧不能称神,进不了神社里去。为什么?战争死的人,大家都觉得这是个很,非正常死亡,那种人死了以后,他的怨灵,引来灾荒引来灾害的,后来怎么办呢?你说这样的情况下,如果为天皇死的人都称怨灵,都去引来灾害,那谁还去为天皇献身呢?他就是因为完全从这个角度出发,为了让大家去献身创造出来一个靖国神社说,为天皇献身的人神,不是普通的人,是这么一个东西,他专门制造出来这么一个东西。” 靖国神社,在明治天皇年间由国家兴建,供奉着自明治维新以来,近250万名在历次对外战争中死亡的日本军人的亡灵。战争期间,大量被派遣出国进行侵略战争的所谓皇军,在这里宣誓,表示为天皇捐躯的决心。而当年日本的天皇也在每年的春季,骑着白马到这里参拜。 1978年,东条英机等十四个战争和战争惨案的策动者,也被作为所谓的昭和殉难者,放到靖国神社进行祭拜。又一次表明了靖国神社作为军国主义精神支柱的性质。 步平说:“我另外强调这点,东条英机放进去以后,确实使靖国神社更成问题了不假,但东条英机进靖国神社是哪一年,1978年才把他放进去的,那其实1978年以前,很长一段时间,靖国神社一直是问题,所以你老强调东条英机,所以有的右翼政治家就提出口号,提出一个策略,说我们把东条英机他们拿出来,那我们再参拜行不行,这不等于给我们出了一个难题吗?其实我觉得拿出来也不行,因为你根本没改变你的本质问题。” 正因为这种军国主义的本质,到靖国神社的正式参拜,也成了政治人物表明其战争态度的标志性行为。 从1985年开始,中曾根康弘和桥本龙太郎,都先后以首相的身份到靖国神社进行正式参拜,现任首相小泉纯一郎,更是在2001年对其支持者许下诺言,每年都要去靖国神社参拜,并且,到目前为止,他每年都实现了自己的许诺。 李良杰说:“你问问中条,你为小泉纯一郎参拜靖国神社喊他万岁吗?” 中条说:“没有。当然没有。” 李良杰说:“那你是我们的友好人士。握手。” 中条说:“但是小泉政府如果没有大众支持的话,是不能执政的。” 李良杰说:“这个说法不对。” 中条说:“正因为很多人对小泉参拜靖国神社不关心,才有很多人支持小泉政府。” 李良杰说:“不关心是因为他们不了解历史。” 中条说:“李先生你今天说的话很多日本人不知道。” 李良杰说:“你们不知道历史所以不知道什么是好什么是坏。” 小标题:被人道主义感化的日军俘虏 战前,日本军国主义通过一系列的教育,让国民心甘情愿地走上了战场,金子安次和铃木良雄后来能够反省自己的战争犯罪,与他们有机会接受了另外一种教育不无关系,他们,都曾经作为战犯,在中国的抚顺战犯管理所接受了六年的教育改造。在那里,他们改变了对战争的认识。 在战犯管理所,最开始,战犯们并不认为他们入侵中国是非正义的,他们每天早晨还是要向着天皇的方向敬礼,遥拜。 关于如何对待这些战犯,周恩来总理作过指示,不能让一个战犯死亡,不能侮辱战犯,不能施加暴力,必须让战犯发自内心地反省,主动地承认自己犯下的罪行。 在这里,战犯们受到了人道主义的对待,管理所为喜欢画画的人提供了画具,为喜欢音乐的人准备了乐器,甚至在粮食紧缺的时期,工作人员每天只吃两顿,吃的是高粱饭,而战犯们却是每天三顿,吃的是十分珍贵的白米饭。 铃木说:“最让我感动的是,当时有一名士兵由于对前途失望而试图自杀,他自杀的方式是跳大粪坑。有一个非常大的、可供几十人使用的大粪坑,他就想跳下去自杀。可是,有个管理员却跳入粪坑,把这个士兵救了上来。我正在想他会怎么做呢?他就用嘴把士兵嘴里的粪一口一口地吸了出来,吸进去吐出来,吸进去吐出来,就这样救了那个士兵,这是我亲眼看见了。” 金子说:“后来我们在中国进行了非常认真的学习,就完全明白了,再也不要发动战争了。 正是这样充满人道主义的教育和关怀,使战犯们认识到了战争的错误,在1965年对战犯进行审判的时候,所有的战犯都主动交待了罪行。他们当中绝大多数被免予起诉,只有45名支团长级的军官、宪兵、特务机关成员被审判。 审判结果,45名被告分别被判处八到二十年的监禁,免予起诉的战犯回了日本,后来,被判刑的战犯刑期也被缩短,到1964年为止全都返回了日本。 从中国的战犯管理所归国的士兵们成立了一个组织,叫中国归还者连络会,简称中归连,金子安次和铃木良雄都参加了这个组织。组织里的成员在一年发行三次的会刊中,写下了向中国受害者赎罪的文章,还参加各种和平活动。但这些年,每年都有十五到二十多成员去世,其他的人也渐渐年事已高,参加不了活动了,现在中归连已经不存在了。 铃木说:“现在日本各地陆续出现了各种反战和维持和平的组织,即使中归连不存在了,我们也还是可以参加其他组织的活动的。” 2004年7月,中条朝来到南京,参观南京大屠杀殉难者纪念馆,并且在这里访问了屠杀幸存者倪翠屏,在那场屠杀中,倪翠屏一家死了8口人,她成了孤儿。 倪翠屏说:“我婶婶出来收衣服,怀着肚子,怀了七个月的小孩子,结果呢,被日本兵看到了,五个日本兵跟她后头追,五个日本兵,我那个叔叔进门就被他们抢啊,刺刀往身上打,把我叔叔活活打死了我父亲身上一共被打了三枪都是血,地下也是血。我还没有喊我父亲,日本兵又给我一枪。” 中条说:“亚洲的受害者要求追究日本政府的战争责任,要求承担责任,而众多的日本人无视这种声音,就相当于丢掉了自己的良心、自己的尊严。这其实和这个挥舞着军刀的日本人是一样的。” 日本的右翼与左翼 中条朝有一个看法,在战争中,日本士兵迷失了人的本性,他们自己的尊严也被践踏,而现在,如果日本民众对战争的态度不转变的话,等于再次丢掉了人的尊严。 中条说:“现在,从日本的社会状况来看,正是在做着同样的事情。所以为了保护自己的尊严,我开始了这次旅程。” 中条朝所不愿意见到的那种无视历史事实,放弃人的尊严的行为,在日本,正在发生着,比如南京大屠杀,人类历史上骇人听闻的暴行,尽管证据确凿,日本一些政客、学者和工业巨子仍顽固地咬定,南京大屠杀从未发生过。2001年,日本右翼组织更是召开 集 会,宣称南京大屠杀是20世纪最大的谎言。 右翼学者还编写了所谓《新历史教科书》,在这部教科书中,侵华战争的事实真相被完全抹杀。比如对南京大屠杀的描述,是这样几行文字—— 2名日本兵在上海被射杀,以此为开端中日之间爆发了全面的战争。日军设想如果国民党政府首都陷落的话蒋介石也会投降,所以12月占领了南京。因为日军的到来,民众中出现不少死伤者。这是南京事件。 对于其他日军暴行,如731部队、日军性暴力侵害等在这部教科书中只字未提。 但这些,还并不是这本教科书的的关键问题。 步平说:“所以右翼教科书2001年出来的时候,你看看它的体系,和战前的教科书几乎一样的,所以问题在这儿,你看一个是讲日本文化日本神国,包括天皇的教育智育,然后呢,日本领导亚洲,建立大东亚共同圈又是这套体系了。” 步平认为,批判这种宣扬皇国史观,煽动国粹主义的教育体系,才是我们反对这本教科书的关键所在。 步平说:“我们老说,包括很多人,你们挑挑他这里多少问题,要提给他,要他修改,八个也好,十个也好,一百个也好,你提了,回过头来他真修改,他把你提的一百个问题,他都给你忽略不谈,你还有什么理由,你觉得能不能通过?照样不行吗?他那指导思想在那儿放着呢。 ” 近些年,日本还大力发展军事力量,以维持和平的名义向海外派兵,这种行为,也让日本的进步人士觉察到危险的信号。 表一文说:“现在日本正在试图修改宪法第九条,使自卫队随时都可以向海外派兵。经团联的会长,也是丰田的会长,就于今年七月主张日本修改宪法第九条,建立自卫队的派兵体制,从而成为亚洲的盟主。” 裱一文,日本进步学者,在日本右翼出版了新历史教科书以后,表一文等日本学者一方面对其作了抵制,另一方面,还倡议发起了一个活动,组织中日韩三国学者共同编写一部三国认可的近代史教科书辅助教材。 裱一文说:“在日本发生了历史教科书问题,虽然我们对它进行了批判,但我认为不能光是简单地批判它,批判它扭曲了孩子们的历史观,而是应该考虑到底想让孩子们学习什么样的历史,想让他们建立起什么样的历史观,对这点我认为有必要进行提案,也因此我们最后决定编制这个历史教科书。” 在日本学者与中韩两国学者共同编写教科书之前,日本的教科书斗争走过了一段漫长的历程。1965年,日本出现了家永三郎教科书诉讼案。家永三郎,大学教授,日本的著名历史学家,他编写的高中历史教科书被文部省勒令删除日本侵华的段落,于是家永三郎以日本政府和文部省为对象,提起了诉讼。 家永三郎的诉讼持续了32年时间,多次败诉,但他始终没有放弃,在1997年8月終於有了最終結果,東京高等法院最終認定文部省對家永三郎教科書上“南京大屠殺” 和“七三一部隊”等4個問題的修改違法,宣布家永三郎部分勝訴。此時的家永三郎已經85岁了。2002年,家永三郎去世。 步平说:“战后的教科书一直是一边进步力量推动他的改善,那边要让他改恶,就是抵制他,这两种力量在不断的斗争,这个斗争到改善的趋势到最高峰的时候是1997年,这个结果就是因为家永三郎诉讼起了很大的作用。” 但日本的右翼组织也没有放弃自己的企图,这部新历史教科书的编写,就是在家永三郎诉讼胜利后进行的一次反扑,所幸的是,由于进步人士的抵制,2001年,在日本的中学中,这本教科书的采用率只有0.039%,但到了今年,日本学区又一次对教科书进行选用的时候,到八月底为止,这本教科书在日本全国的采用率达到了0.4%,尽管采用率还是很低,但比较2001年,还是提高了10倍。 面对这种情况,步平认为,中国人首先要该做的,是团结和支持日本的进步力量。 步平说:“因为进步的力量我们没有关注,我们没有团结起来的话,右翼又趁着政治又有倾化的力量它可能又起来,那么我们和进步力量的团结,抵制它让它的影响力小,这就是我们的策略。” 出于这样的考虑,多年以来,步平尽自己的力量,为日本的和平人士和进步组织提供中国方面的帮助,包括参加编写三国教科书,协助中国战争受害者日本律师团在中国的调查,也包括帮助中条朝这样的年轻人约见战争受害者,联系战争纪念馆。 步平说:“我觉得如果是这种调查如果做得好的话,他回去就不是影响一两个人的事。在日本要找到这样的人不太容易,所以我们要影响一个人,可能这一个人就影响很多。” 2005年6月,历经三年的讨论,中国学者和日韩学者合作编写的教科书辅助教材,在三国同时出版了,这本书的日文书名为《开创未来的历史》。 表一文说:“政府多年来一直试图从历史教科书中剥夺真理、掩藏真相,对此家永先生站了出来,这是家永先生的遗志,我们一定要继承下去,完成它是我们的使命,是我的使命。” 铃木说:“ 每当我想到战争的时候,我能做到的就是不停的谢罪和反省。” 金子说:“正是因为感到有责任,我们才觉得今后不能让年轻人再次经历这样的事情,我们在努力。” 多少沉重的文字,多少沉重的图,,我无语,不知道,今天,还有多少城市会鸣笛呢????? 11 September 9.11 observanceFive years passed since the 9.11 event in 2001... Every year on this day, Berry has a short time observe that day, to remember those who lost their lives or loved ones on that horrific day, and those who have given all in the fight against terrorism and those who are still fighting, and their loved ones. This morning, at 8:45am, the NYC local time of the first plane hitting the world trade center, we observed the event. All employees gathered in the 3rd floor lobby. Joyce distributed a song lyrics to people. Ralph started the observance. People all saluted to the America flag, put their right hand on their heart positioin and said something. (sth. I don't know.) Joyce and Charlie led us all sing the song, and then we observed a minute of silence to think of, and pray for, those affected by these acts of terrorism. After that, Ralph talked about the event and how many people died of that,....... , and he ended this with a prayer.
This is the first time for me to attend such an observance. It is similar to Flag ceremony at school, but more serious, I think, since we are grown up, not kids at school. Small company like Berry seems to have more friendly and family style atmosphere around than big companies.
There was a movie on TV last night, about terrirism and 9.11. Politics is too deep and complicated for me to understand....anyway, I don't understand why there is such an extreme religion in the world... People think they will go to heaven if they sacrify their life to do something they believe is right, even thou there will be a lot innocent people killed. Human being is sinner. 31 August 重温七八十年代小学课本(记忆犹新啊) 转贴第一课 春 天 春风吹,天气暖 冰雪融化 种子发芽 果树开花 我们来到小河边,来到田野里,来到山冈上。我们找到了春天。 第二课 桃花 苹果花 海棠花 第三课 第五课 第七课 第八课 阅读练习 第九课 乌 鸦 喝 水 第十课小 猴 子 下 山 第十一课 司 马 光 第十二课 一 只 小 羊 羔 第十三课 春 风 吹 第十四课 小 河 流 过 我 门 前 第十六课 谜 语 第十七课 这个办法真好 第十八课 送 雨 衣 第十九课 她 是 谁 第二十课 我选我 第二十一课 丁 丁 和 小 飞 机 虹不见了。 第二十四课 蔬 菜 第二十五课 庄稼的好朋友 第二十六课 怎样学习 第二十七课 讲卫生 第二十八课 小 八 路 第二十九课 王 二 小 第三十一课 小 白 兔 和 小 灰 兔 第三十二课 啄 木 鸟 第三十三课 要 下 雨 了 第三十五课 大 熊 猫 后面一课 如果记不起来的,那真是找抽了。 第三十七课 两 个 孩 子 第三十八课 列 宁 小 时 候 第三十九课 学画 第四十课 明天还有明天的事 21 August Another happy weekend这个周末本来要去San Diego玩的,因为刚好塔克先生的学期结束我们可以轻松一下,可是周四临时接到电话通知说下个周一有要事,想想周末还是做些准备工作才好,于是出游的事情暂且推后。
想起要准备就心理紧张,现在毛病越来越多了,容易慌张紧张,:(,干脆跑到客厅弹琴。钢琴刚买的时候天天练习,可是自从搬家后还没怎么弹过,三天打鱼两天晒网,真是辜负了当初的投资热情。翻开琴本,打开上次Francis教的小步舞曲,按着她写的指法慢慢试弹了前半部分,吭吭哧哧竟然弹下来了,节奏自然是不对的,不管,先弹熟指法再说,一次,两次,三次......再逐渐控制节拍,呵呵,可以和demo弹的有几分相象的样子,当然,我只用右手,左手还赶不上配合。
感受着自己一点一点的进步,好开心啊,于是接着弹后半部分,一节一节慢慢来,尝试着用合适的手指去够键盘,那种感觉好象在排除杂草丛生的地方开路,不容易,间歇听听demo流畅的弹奏,心里真是又沮丧又羡慕,什么时候我可以弹的这么好呢?晚上睡觉前又弹了一会儿,还是很烂。
周日从教堂回来,忍不住又做到琴前,继续吭哧,慢慢摸索出舒服的指法,竟然逐渐可以完整弹下来了,心下非常高兴,又按着该有的节拍练习,哈哈哈哈,可以弹下来耶!好开心啊!!!晚上Francis下班回来,我兴冲冲的拉她来听我练习,看指法对不对,节奏对不对,得到Francis老师的肯定,呵呵,心里那个美啊~^__^ 嗯,要继续加油!
从4月上课,到5月买琴,一直都是按着初学者的课本慢慢来,从识五线谱开始学,太多东西不知道,但是一旦学了一样新东西,似乎又多了一个可以看世界的窗口,那种感觉真奇妙美妙!当Francis和我说,你也可以弹这个啊,我还真不相信,于是她手把手的教了long, long ago,听着熟悉的旋律从自己的手指间跳跃出来,真是幸福极了,搬到新家后才发现买的钢琴带有50首古典音乐琴谱还有demo,她又发现了一首我可以弹的,就是巴赫的小步舞曲了,可是这个比long, long ago要复杂许多,她手把手教完指法我发现自己无论如何弹不下来后,一度想要放弃再回来简单的课本去了,这个周末这样练习下来居然真的弹的出来,真的非常非常高兴!不过,现在还是单手弹,还得多练练左手。^__^
![]() http://www.instrumentpro.com/include/phpThumb/phpThumb.php?src=/Merchant2/graphics/00000001/YAMAHAYDP113.jpg&w=300&h=300&far=1&f=jpeg&bg=FFFFFF 19 August 老了老了,常思既往......^__^在网上看到这个为70年代人做的flash,囊括了许多成长过程中看过的电视剧主题歌,加上维妙维肖的漫画,简直太有趣太妙了!里面的电视剧我并没有都看过,但是大部分是看过的,很有感触,那个时期的电视电影简直就是我们生活的缩影,好亲切啊!
回忆从那首熟悉的诗拉开序幕:
你以为这是个故事,那么你错了;
你以为这是生活, 那么我错了。 这是综合成百上千个十六岁孩子的经历编织的一曲歌、一首诗、一个梦。 十六岁的歌,委婉动听,未必上口; 十六岁的诗,热烈奔放,未必压韵; 十六岁的梦,纯洁真实,未必成功。 难怪诗人席慕容无限留念地说过,十六岁的花只开一季。 但是,朋友,只要你拥有过十六岁,你就拥有过一份和太阳一样滚烫、一样血红的青春! 主题曲
吹着自在的口哨 开着自编的玩笑 一千次的重复潇洒 把寂寞当作调料 吹着自在的口哨 开着自编的玩笑 一千次的重复潇洒 把寂寞当作调料 外面的天空好狭小 我的理想比天高 外面的世界很宽阔 我什么都想知道 在这多彩的季节里 编首歌唱给自己 寻个梦感受心情 其实一切都是朦胧 在这多彩的季节里 编首歌唱给自己 寻个梦感受心情 其实一切都是朦胧 拥抱那朝阳 让希望飘扬 拥抱那朝阳 让希望飘扬 十六岁的花季,1990
霍元甲,1980 陈真,1981 秦始皇,1986 武则天,1984 八仙过海,1985 射雕英雄传之铁血丹心, 射雕英雄传之东邪西毒,1983 射雕英雄传之华山论剑,1983 女奴,1984 排球女将,1978 姿三四郎,1981 血疑,1984 人证,1977 十三妹,1982 红楼梦,1987 雪山飞狐,1991 济公,1985 万水千山总是情,19 昨夜星辰,1984 上海滩,1984 浮沉,1989 流氓大亨,1986 乌龙山剿匪记,1987 情义无价,1988 人在旅途,1985天地之间, 霹雳贝贝 调色板,1986 上海大风暴,1989 英俊少年,1969 chan yi dao1988 义不容情,1989 含羞草,1989 少女慈喜1983 戏说乾隆,1991 一代女皇武则天,1985 一代皇后大玉儿,1992 珍珠传奇,1989 聪明的一休,1980 追捕,1976 终于,在小叶子和一休哥脆生生的声音里徐徐落幕:
"一休哥~" "嗨,就到这里,再见吧!" 哇哇哇,好棒啊,好多感慨,可惜没有与我心有戚戚焉的人在旁边一起唏嘘。sigh...
还有很多没有点到的:再向虎山行,春去春又回,西游记,庄园之梦,卞卡,诽谤,包公,武松,林冲,霍东阁,一剪梅,尼尔斯骑鹅旅行记,神探亨特,公关小姐,外来妹,便衣警察,火星人马丁叔叔,好爸爸坏爸爸......太多啦。
16 August Champions on Ice in Bakersfieldhttp://www.championsonice.com/ Photo by Henry A. Barrios Sasha Cohen skated with Champions on Ice in 2002 at Bakersfield's Centennial Garden. Champions on Ice When: 7:30 p.m. Friday Where: Rabobank Arena, 1001 Truxtun Ave. Skaters include: 2006 Olympic gold medalists Shizuka Arakawa and Evgeny Plushenko; 1998 Olympic silver medalist Michelle Kwan, Irina Slutskaya, 2006 silver medalist Sasha Cohen 1992 Olympic gold medalist Victor Petrenko and 2006 Olympic gold medal pairs team Tatiana Totmianina and Maxim Marinin. Tickets: $45 to $140; available for purchase at www.ticketmaster.com or the Rabobank box office. Rabobank Arena contact: Don Branker, 852-7301 ========================================================= Aug. 11th, an unforgetable day...
We are lucky. Tak won in the lottery drawing for tickets in his company. When he asked me if I am still going to the bible study at Friday night, I knew he must have got the tickets, and he did!
That Friday, I was happy all through. Coincidentally, that day is the 99th day since we saw Oklahoma. A "little witch" as I am, I sure wanted to do something special, something nice on this special day. Unfortunately, I just realized that day is special right before the day. Have to work on daytime, so it seemed I wouldn't have time to prepare anything particular..... After using some brain cells, haha, I finally came up with something memorable...something carries memory and encouragement. He often says he's lucky to have me as GF, but looking back on the past, I have to admit that I am lucky to meet him, know him and have him. All the uncertain factors I once was concerned about were totally gone. He's nice, considerate, responsible, supportive, patient and sweet, and, of coz, bright and witty. "To make you happy is my job", he said. Yes, I am happy. No matter how much worry I have how much pressure I have, he can take the burden off my shoulder and cheer me up. Don't worry. Be happy. I am happy. The secret surprise did give Tak a big nice surprise. haha. The gift carries our past days memory. To be continued, for sure. ^__^ Well, it took me quite a while to prepare the pic&word panel, and we were short of time to have a big dinner before the show. It's not a big deal. Rushed to Chipotle, we quickly finished our tacos and headed to Rabobank theatre.
It was past 7:30 when we looked for our seats. 5th row to the stage, nice seats! Then the lights went out immediately after we sat down. I barely had time to look around yet. The light suddenly went on again. "Here presents the champions on ice~!" A fairy slipped in with music, Surya Bonaly! After a few minutes performance, the light focus turned to another fairy slipping in, and then another one, .... They came out one after another giving the audience a short performance with the host's introduction on air. “Wow, they are really good”, said Tak. The whole Rabobank was thrilling. Audiences were cheering and taking pictures. Flashlights came and went. Surprised to see people using flashlight, which is supposed to be forbidden... I didn't see Michelle Kwan coming out, who is on the poster of "Champions on Ice". They must save the best for last, I guess.
The lights went out again. The big serious beautiful show was beginning. It was breathtaking. I felt I sneaked into a fairyland, seeing little fairies coming out dancing beautifully and gracefully. Some dancing was beautiful love story, some was funny skit, some was sad and beautiful, and some was hilarious. I couldn't take my eyes off the skaters, couldn't help hooraying for their excellent performance, even though the couple sitting next to me were so calm all the time. :P. Well, instead of competing going for scores, the champions were performing for applause, as said Johnny Weir. They gave wonderful performance and I was excited and cheered for them. Good interaction. ^__*.
The most impressive one is the so-called "the fastest ice acrobatics". Vladimir Besdin and Oleksiy Polishchuk. They performed a new acrobatics I never saw before, ice acrobatics. Acrobatics itself is already very challenging as far as I can imagine, doing that on ice......gosh... The music was funny. Vladimir and Oleksiy acted as two retarded in the show. They "skate" slowly, moved slowly, and "jumped" slowly, yet they always jumped at the exact right time on right spots, and dropped their partner at the right place at right speed...faultless. I am speechless. To move slowly requires better skill and balance than quick skating. The performance completely demonstrated their excellent balance skills and talents. I would rate their performance 10 out of 10. ~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~ from championsonice.com: This comedy team set a new standard in ice acrobatics with their amazing strength and agility. Besedin at 6’2” and 210 lbs and Polishuck at 5’7” and 150 lbs make an unlikely pair, but together they enchant and thrill audiences everywhere with their incredible acrobatic skills. Both have gymnastic backgrounds and began their careers as floor acrobats before taking their talents to the ice. They are honored members of the Acrobatic Skating Center in New York and have developed a loyal fan following wherever they perform. ~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~
The performance was more entertaining than competition. No judges, but audience only! If the Olympics are the finals, Champions is the all-star game, where the stars can show off. The champions have showcased world-class skating talent without the suffocating pressure of competition. The skaters were free to choose their style and costumes. Marina Anissina and Gwendal Peizerat flashed in the stage in Star War's costumes. Both had a sword in hand. Their performance started with a fight, with their bright "lazer" swords. The music then became mild, their long gown costumes were taken off, one of the star war fighters turned out to be a pretty princess, and the other one, I guess, is a prince. hehe. Then the performance turned to a graceful style. They impressed me in particular a role-reversal lift the duo popularized in which she lifts him. She, Anissina, must be strong and skillful enough to lift a tall guy on ice.
Michelle was the last one to slip in. The whole audience was hilarious for her. I screamed for her as well. ;) She demonstrated a faultless dancing but short. Maybe she's still recovering from her injury.
After Michelle's performance, some amateur skaters pushed some pretty archways onto the ice, with their nice figure skating of course. Then the champions, in uniform golden color costume, flashed in and performed one after another. The spotlights were busy switching focus from one to another. =) With the happy music, the champions then all showed up and danced together on the stage. Michelle joined them until the very end at the curtain call. I guess all the other champions must have practiced together for that part, but Michelle apparently didn't join them. I wish she recovered well from her injury.
The show ended in a hilarious scene after two and a half hours breathtaking performance. So beautiful, so wonderful, so great! Seeing such a graceful performance in person is so much better than watching on TV, I could totally absorb myself in the music and the show, but I have to say TV camcorders do always capture best angles and best parts all the time, while we can not see so closely clearly in the stadium. Should they come again next summer, will I go again? You bet I will. ^__^
08 August 今日立秋昨晚到洗衣房取衣服,路上感觉丝丝的凉意,这对于处在盆地中的以夏季酷热为名的贝市,似乎不太正常,尤记得露营回来当夜,已经是夜里10点多钟,室外仍然是闷热的100F,不过两个星期而已,现在竟有了凉意?查了农历,才知道,要立秋了,原来如此。
不知道我们的农历是不是也适用于美国,但是大暑和立秋都如此的巧合,一个的确酷热,一个的确有了凉意,不得不佩服古人。立秋之后,还会有秋老虎,估计还会热一段时间,然后,就该进入贝市最舒适的季节了,秋天。好期待啊。
昨天的月亮很亮很圆。昨天是国内的中元节,也叫鬼节,这个时候是每年祭祀祖先的日子,记得小时候妈妈说过一年中大大小小那么多节日,春节最大,然后就是中元节了。中元节小孩子不能下河游泳,惟恐被水鬼要了小命去。家家户户会或买或折纸家具,冥币,一一烧给地下的祖宗,各家门上会挂了避邪的枝叶防恶鬼......。tang鸡鸭是少不了的,不,其实是鸭子为主,什么道理?不知道,中元节是必要吃鸭肉的,当然要先用来祭祖宗才能吃。最最最令我垂涎的,是芭蕉糍粑,唉,又多过了一次吃不上芭蕉糍粑的中元节。 |
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